September and the LEGO Brain

It’s September! This is a volatile month for me. Bad memories. I’m hoping that Autumn starts to settle in here, but I sincerely doubt it. It feels like we’re rolling into the Second Summer and along with that, a heat wave. I suppose I’ll just have to crank the air conditioner up, drink a tonContinue reading “September and the LEGO Brain”

Drowning

I lost all my buffer days, which has really hit me hard. I was doing good creating posts, but then it just all hit me like a ton of bricks. I have a therapy session this Friday so that’s something to look forward to, but I’m feeling guilty that I haven’t been working on myContinue reading “Drowning”

Sun Coming Up at the Funeral at Dawn

Velveteen’s funeral wasn’t quite at Dawn. We took my Step Daughter to school then came back to the house to put her to rest. (With the posts taking place a few days ago… My today is Friday, but this should post on Sunday.) My SO helped me dig the hole. We have a small hillContinue reading “Sun Coming Up at the Funeral at Dawn”

Sleepless in Wherever

Tried the breathing exercise and some music tending exercises. Worked on meditation. Brain is running thousands of miles a minute. After tossing and turning and changing positions a hundred times, I gave up and decided to write this post. I’m going to be packing my step daughters lunch in a few hours. Splurged and gotContinue reading “Sleepless in Wherever”

ADHD

I haven’t ever been diagnosed with ADHD, but part of the program is my Bipolar. A ton of the symptoms fit within the same realm as Bipolar and doctors don’t like over diagnosing… I’ve been watching the ADHD TikTok a bunch lately and sometimes you just have those “ah ha” moments. Where things really justContinue reading “ADHD”

Insomnia

Sleep has been a problem for most of my life. I don’t have insurance right now so I can’t really get a sleep study done. One of the many joys of the health care system in the United States. Gamble with your health or risk all your funds on a cold. YAY~! I suppose itContinue reading “Insomnia”

Tiny Chaos

So I’ve shared pictures of the chocolate shoppe before. I worked a little on that today. Put the sign and it’s hanger up on the building. Glued some of the treats into the case and fastened the cookies into their boxes. I really hate the wire chair and table that came with this set. TheyContinue reading “Tiny Chaos”

Sunday Best

I wish I was feeling good. I’m going to try and take a walk today. That summer heat really just has been kicking my butt. Felt horrible yesterday. Been combating blood sugar problems and then the heat during karate class really hit me hard. Got really dizzy and tired. I really love this song andContinue reading “Sunday Best”

Our Mental Health Journey

Sometimes mental health care is like being stuck in a canoe by yourself. You’re paddling and paddling, and you’re just turning in circles. You might need someone in the canoe with you to help you get moving. Whether than be a therapist or doctor. Sometimes you feel like jumping out of the boat is betterContinue reading “Our Mental Health Journey”

The Neverending Story

This was one of my favorite movies as a child. It was made the year I was born! So I suppose it’s like my theme movie. Imagination! Dreams! The Nothing… Oh man, the Nothing is a real struggle for me. And BOOKS! Wow, I love books. When my ex-husband and I separated, I ended upContinue reading “The Neverending Story”